There are things all people do. Feelings that everyone feels. Like universal connectors. Human nature if you will.  And for whatever reason I have programmed myself to believe I am above these so called behaviors. That despite the fact that everyone does this shit, I don’t. Nope. Not Trae. Not I. Not ever. Never. Now the problem with this way of thinking is pretty obvious, but I’ll state it more for myself than you.. When you don’t give yourself the permission to be human or to feel feelings or to fuck up, you’re inevitably lost when you feel feelings or you fuck up or you act like you know…a human.  So how did I develop this awesomely warped way of thinking? I don’t know. Some kind of survival tactic? Or self protection method maybe?  But, I do know that admitting you have a problem is the first step.. So from here on out I give myself permission to feel. To fuck up. To be. To live. Because after all, to err is human and that’s exactly what I am.